if you haven't got anything good to say, then don't say anything at all...
that's where the fuck I've been lately... i could be telling you all about my fabulous life and all the fun things I've been doing and how funny things seem to me but no. when i finally get a chance to sit in front of a fucking computer, that's not how I'm feeling.
so yeah.... there is that then.
life has been good. I've been working hard at trying to keep everyone happy, but all i succeed in doing (as of late) is making everyone quite the opposite. i try to do one thing and fuck that up. i do nothing, and that fucks things up. what ever happened to doing things for me and people wanted to be around me, hang out, have fun...
is this what getting old is about. the ability to forget how to be ones self. to have spent so much time doing things for ones self then forget it all? i don't want to be that person...
I'm not sure who i want to be....
2 comments:
Well Z...
You still make me happy. I hope that counts for something. I hope I make you a little bit happy too, in spite of all the day to day shit we go through.
Who do you want to be?
Whoever it is I hope you still want to be with me.
whoever you are, i like you.
especially when you flatter me.
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