Friday, February 10, 2012

AND SO IT BEGINS AGAIN....


so here is the fucking deal-e-o as of late. nothing has changed but everything is different. most recently i have been going to the gym. one to salvage/resurrect my relationship with my gf of five plus years and two, to transform this well honed alcohol processing plant into a mean lean fucking machine... along with that has come this level of guilt every time i light up a smoke. nothing says healthy living like a hand full of supplements, a two hour work out followed by a three chain smoked Marlboro's...

oh the guilt.

so i bought an eciggerette.

and it works...

more on that later! also along with this new found guilt is a natural desire to slow down on the drinking... i know, i know, me? as life would have it, my drinking was getting in the way of my, well, life... so I've slowed down on that. the gym has really made that easy. don't get me wrong, i don't have to quit drinking by any means and i drink when ever i want, but oddly my body is telling my brain that it just doesn't want it as much as it used to... after the gym, I'll go to the ritzy ass bar across the street and order a tall frosty one. and that's it. I'll have another one on my way home and maybe one more with dinner but that's it! my body says no thanks and my brain agrees... i haven't had a hangover in over a month! so odd to go to to bed sober and wake up before the alarm and actually look forward to the day.
i wish i would have taken one of those before and after series shots, alas i have not. well that's all i have time for today.

oh this weekend we are going to one of my favorite camping places and am bringing the dirt bikes, guns, explosives, kids and dogs; meeting up with some like minded folks and having a rip roaring good time! have a great weekend all that still lurk here and be safe!!!

11 comments:

Kay said...

You're back! You're alive! I miss you! I'm so impressed and proud that you're getting your healthy on bro. I had a girl in one of my classes in Washington that used her ecig in class. No stale cigarette smell clung to her clothing. Pretty sweet.

I'm back in pretty much the same area I was before my silly, short-lived move to WA. Back by good ole' Beale, rooming with one of the few people still around from my glory days.

I can't believe you and Cheese have been together for 5+ years now. OMG are the girls teenagers now? Enjoy your weekend. I'm glad I can cyber stalk you again.

INNER VOICES said...
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INNER VOICES said...

Smart phone? Smart spell? Ugh... Hey Kay! I'm going to blOg again, it's something I really enjoyed... I too will be stalking!

kylie said...

so i guess you are getting hotter by the minute!

Kay said...

Yay blogging! We will bring it back like some sort of awesome blogging Justice League. Down with Tumblr!

Megan said...

Hey now!

INNER VOICES said...

Does
Blogger have a mobile option. It let's me comment but not create a new post?

Kay said...

I know that it's possible to set up an email address that you can set to post immediately when you email things to it. (On the Blogger Dashboard go to the Settings tab, then the Publishing tab to set this up.)

Looking in the help section to see if there's an app.

Kay said...

Correction: Blogger Dashboard > Settings Tab > Email & Mobile Tab.

There doesn't appear to be an app at this time, I'm not finding any mention of it. So sending an email from your phone appears to be the best/only option.

Michelle said...

Congrats, bud!
On the whole gym/cutting down on substances/5 years with your lady thing.
Being healthier kind of sucks.
But I suppose it's best in the long run, eh?
This comment was boring, so I'll stop now.

Old Bitter Balls said...

You shoulda stayed hidden you boring cunt.