Wednesday, July 12, 2006

QUIT BITCHING


YEAH I THINK ITS ABOUT TIME TO QUIT BITCHING...NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR IT...I DONT LIKE TO HEAR MY FRIENDS CONSTANTLY PISS AND WHINE..WHAT MAKES ME THINK THAT THE EMPTY EARS OF CYBER SPACE(AND MY FEW READERS,THANK YOU) WANT TO HEAR IT EITHER...I MEAN IM STILL FEELING THAT SHIT BUT I CANT LET IT ALL OUT ON HERE EITHER... I WANT TO BE BETTER... AND IM FINDING OUT QUITE QUICKLY THAT THERE ARE A FEW THINGS REALLY FUCKING STRESSING ME OUT.. I NEED TO DRAW THE LINE... I KEEP SAYING THIS IS THE LAST TIME...NO THIS IS THE LAST TIME..WELL THINGS ARE BETTER THIS WEEK, OOPS WELL THIS IS THE LAST TIME... I SOUND LIKE SOME ABUSED SPOUSE THATS MAKING UP REASONS TO STICK AROUND... I NEED TO BE THE ONE WHO FIGURES IT OUT... STAND UP FOR MYSELF AND IF IT HAPPENS AGAIN SAY "IM SORRY BUT NO MORE" THE MOVE HAS HELPED OUT ALOT...WHEN I GOT THE NEW PLACE IT LIFTED MY SHOULDERS AND GAVE ME A SPURT OF ENERGY INTO THE RIGHT DIRECTION... I WANT TO CONTINUE IN THAT LINE OF THOUGHT...(THAT DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE BUT I DONT EITHER) WORK SEEMS TO BE GOOD RIGHT NOW, ALL THE PROJECTS I WANT TO DO ARE THERE FOR ME TO HAVE AT IT... AND BESIDES MY FUCK UP AT THE BANK THIS WEEK, I THINK ILL BE OK WITH MONEY...I HOPE...THE BILLS KEEP PILING UP BUT WHOSE NOT USED TO THAT... MY EXTRA MONEY FOR NEXT YEAR FELL THROUGH(THANX ALOT BUDDY, WHO WAS TOO BUSY WITH THE WORLD CUP TO FOLLOW UP WITH YOUR PROMISE)ASSHOLE... WELL I HAVE TO GET BACK TO WORK...THESE GUYS BREAK TRACTORS FASTER THEN I CAN FIX THEM...

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