well shit...i need to take a deep breath...im accually doing it now..(breathing deep) try to relax...this week has been to much and now im letting it all go...right here... slow it down...im not going to drink for the rest of the week and once that urge subsides ill slow the smoking for the week...constant choices... my heart a minute ago was pounding...slow it down...relax...im at work and on the outside the walls its a flurry of responsibility...but in here im stopping the clock...quit stressing out man...slow...no voices today...the body is in too much pain to worry about them....been abusing myself a little too much...parties, hiking, motocycling, parties...etc... let the liver squeeze it self out for a week dumbass...why am i stressing out the voice said last week...well i havent given myself a minute to unwind...relax...stop abusing myself...im too young for all this...i want to buy some legos...shit...
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I think my brothers have some lego's you could borrow! Ha....
Take the dog to the river.
Get a book. I swear, reading is a grand escape. Live inside someone elses world and exercise your imagination. Better than movies when your head and heart are moving to fast.
Turn your phone off.
Be busy for the rest of the week making art. take some time out from the scene and give to yourself what you give to everyone else.
Its hard to break away, but sometimes its the only thing that keeps you sane.
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