LEAVE ME ALONE, I HAVE THIS DREAD TODAY...IT WONT GO...ITS SUNNY AND NICE AND IM IN A GREAT MOOD, BUT THIS GRUDGE IS IN MY HEAD...I HATE IT...ONE OF ME IS ANGRY ABOUT SOMETHING...ITS JUST GRINDING IN THERE...I GUESS IM ON THE OUTSIDE LOOKING AT IT, THE WALLS ARE UP I WONT LET OUT TODAY BUT FOR LACK OF A BETTER WORD, THERE IS A GRUDGE IN THERE..WHAT IS IT!!!!LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I WANT TO HAVE FUN TODAY...FREAK....
SOME ONE TOLD ME THE OTHER AFTERNOON THAT WHEN YOU QUIT SMOKING ITS LIKE A CHOICE EVERY TIME YOU WANT ONE...A CHOICE NOT TO SMOKE...I HAVE THAT AFFLICTION AS WELL BUT IT REALLY HIT HOME... ITS A CHOICE TO STAY ON THE OUT SIDE... A COMMITMENT TO BE HEALTHY...NOT TO SUCCUMB...WHY AM I SUCH A LOSER?I CHOOSE EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY NOT TO LET A PART OF ME ESCAPE, SO EASILY AT TIMES IT IS...SO WHY IS IT SOMETIMES SO MUCH HARDER? LIKE TODAY ITS THERE GNAWING AT ME...FUCK OFF!!!!
MAY BE....ITS SOMETHING DEEPER THAN IM SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND...SPIRITUAL... PERHAPS I CAN HEAR MY ANGELS AND THIS ONE IS TORMENTED BY SOMETHING... AM I THE TORMENTER? WHAT? I DUNNO... INTERESTING...IM CALMING DOWN...I LOVE IT...SOMEONE IS LISTENING... THANX
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