Friday, June 02, 2006

I JUST WANT TO BE ME


WELL IS THAT TOO HARD TO ASK...I WOKE UP IN A GREAT MOOD...TOTALLY HUNG OVER BUT FEELING GOOD...THEN I HAVE TO FUCKING ARGUE ON THE PHONE FOR TWENTY MINUTES ABOUT THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING TO DO WITH ME IS PISSING HER OFF AND I ALWAYS HURT HER FEELINGS, JUST BY BEING ME...FUCK... I DONT WANT TO FIGHT ANY MORE...WE MADE THAT DECISION LAST MONTH AND IM TRYING TO STICK TO IT...FIGURE IT OUT ALREADY...IM ME AND NOT WHO YOU WANT ME TO BE!!! AND I LIKE TO BE WITH ME..(HAHAHA, INSIDE JOKE)ANY WAY...JUST HAD TO BLOW THAT OUT TO GET ON WITH MY DAY...
I NEED TO GO OVER TO GREGS STUDIO TO PULL OUT THE SIX PIECES I PUT INTO HIS ACID BATH...IT WAS VERY NICE OF HIM TO LET ME USE IT... I WISH I KNEW WHAT HE MIGHT LIKE IN RETURN...PERHAPS AN INVITATION TO THE THREE SHOWS WE HAVE SET UP FOR THIS MONTH...WHATEVER..
MY FRIEND BROKE UP WITH HER LONG DISTANCE BOYFRIEND LAST NIGHT (PART OF MY HANGOVER) AND SHE WAS HAVING A ROUGH GO AT IT...BUT SHE WAS GIVING IT A GOOD CHANCE...IM BUMMED FOR HER...BUT ON A BRIGHTER SIDE OF THAT SHE WILL NOW HAVE THE ATTENTION OF AT LEAST TEN BOYS FOLLOWING HER AROUND...SHE IS A HOT TOPIC...I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THAT MEANS BUT IF SHE WANTS IT, ITS THERE...
THIS HAS BEEN A FAIRLY LAME POSTING BUT WHO GIVE A SHIT...I NEED A RED BULL...
TIME TO GET TO WORK...

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