Thursday, June 15, 2006

ITS STARTING AGAIN...


I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED TO FIND A HOUSE...I CANT JUST SIT THERE IN THAT HOUSE MUCH LONGER...AM I GOING TO MOVE TO TOWN? FUCK I HOPE NOT...AND IM A LITTLE HUNG OVER TODAY SO THATS NOT HELPING OUT FOR SHIT EITHER...BUT ITS STARTING TO BUM ME OUT...I NEED TO GET OUT OF THERE... I NEED SOME PLACE FUCKING NICE... I DONT WANT TO LIVE IN A DUMP...SHIT...SOMEHOW I THINK MY TIME HERE IN BIG SUR IS COMING TO AN END...WHY IS THIS SO HARD FOR ME TO FIND A NICE PLACE...CARMEL VALLEY? PALO...THE PLACE I WAS HOPING FOR IN PALO IS NOW FOR SALE AND THE GUY DOES NOT WANT TO RENT IT... MAYBE I CAN CONVINCE HIM...BUT I TALKED TO HIM YESTERDAY AND HE SOUNDED AS STRESSED THE FUCK OUT AS ME...MY BACK HURTS AND MY ARM FEELS LIKE IVE HAD A HEART ATTACK...FIGHTING WITH THE WIFE ALL NIGHT DIDNT HELP ME GET ANY SLEEP...FUCKING ALCOHOL...WELL THATS ALL I HAVE FOR TODAY...I WISH I HAD A MAGIC WAND...POOOFFF...

1 comment:

oakland heidi said...

Well, I think its rather amusing that both you and I are homeless. I mean, its not really funny as in ha, ha.... but ironic.

We wouldn't fight with them if we didn't love them.

Did K have a good time????

I don't think your time in BS is ending. I really don't. Something is coming.