WHATS WITH THE NEWS THESE DAYZ?

im an information junkie... i love reading the paper, two of them a day if possible... i read several news sites on line and like reading blogs as well as books when i have the time... harder to read books at work when im supposed to working on the computer... but ive noticed how hard it is to find any fucking good news... its all war, child porn and murder, death, kill.. come on now people... what kind of sick fucking country is this.. yes, yes, its americas favorite past time to slow down and look at a car accident or to want to see real blood and gore, but gimme a break... i dont want to see puppies and bubbles and shit in the news but there must be something good going on out there that doesnt envolve some teenager running away from her abusive captor... is it really too much to ask that there be a "good news" section in the paper... or link on a web site?

anyway who cares right? today has been a crappy day...why i dunno, people hear it my voice... argueing again about nothing... yeah, sounds like fun... what ever... its been a gray day here and doesnt look like its going to get any better...(more bad news)

a friend of mine wrote me yestarday...well posted a letter... her dad died... sounded like some kind of cancer... im getting tired of saying how sorry i am and wish there was something more that i could acually do! fly down and hold her hand and walk her through all the bullshit of funerals and wakes and dealing with all the people saying how great he was and shit... its tough and dont know how to help other then say sorry, i have love for you and i can understand what you are going through...(too much death lately)

well, all this has kind of blown the wind out of my sails today, im tired and bitchy, dont really feel like being at work and have a lot of stuff on my mind... so if anybody out there knows of something good happening right now, fill me in... doesnt have to be for the betterment of mankind or anything but it would be nice to know that somebody accually bought a farm and not bought the farm...get it...