I GUESS I WRITE SHIT THATS A LITTLE TOO HEAVY SOMETIMES... MY BAD... TO ALL.. PERHAPS I SHOULD START ANOTHER BLOG FOR THE HEAVY SHIT, MY OLD STUFF, AND ALL THE OTHER DEPRESSING POOR ME CRAP THAT ROLLS THROUGH MY HEAD... I WONDER IF YOU CAN HAVE TWO BLOGS? WHY NOT?...WOAH, I JUST GOT A HIT FROM THE AMERICAN PRESIDENT CO. IN OAKLAND...ANY IDEAS WHAT THE HELL THAT IS... YES PARANOIA... BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING MY LITTLE BLOG, HAHAHAHA...
BUT SORRY TO ALL FOR THE CHOPPY WRITING, THE HELL BENT ON SELF DESTRUCTION POSTS, AND ALL THE BITCHY STUFF AS WELL... I THOUGHT ID HAVE A BLOG TO WELL I DUNNO WHY I THOUGHT ID START ONE OTHER THEN TO LET IT ALL OUT... THESE VOICES, FEELINGS AND MUSINGS I HAVE SEEM TO TRANSCEND INTO THIS DUMPING SPOT FOR ALL THAT IS UNHOLY...
NEW NEWS, WENT TO DINNER LAST NIGHT WITH A GROUP OF FRIENDS... ALWAYS AN EPIC DINNER AT THE CASHAGUA STORE ON MONDAYS... BUT SEVEN OF THE TWELVE PEOPLE WERE FORTY MINUTES LATE... NOT REALLY A BIG DEAL, BUT SOME OF US WERE FUCKING HUNGRY... I DONT KNOW OF A SINGLE PERSON IN OUR GROUP WHO WOULD NORMALLY TOLERATE SOMEONE BEING FORTY MINUTES LATE... WE SHOWED FIVE MINUTES EARLY AND IT ENDED UP BEING A LONG WAIT... ITS THE KIND OF PLACE THAT DOESNT REALLY SERVE YOU OR PAY MUCH ATTENTION TO YOU UNTIL YOUR WHOLE GROUP ARRIVES AND IT DEFINITELY TESTED THE PATIENCE OF A FEW PEOPLE AT THE TABLE... (BITCHING STARTS NOW) IVE WAITED FOR SOME OF THESE FOLKS BEFORE... HAD I KNOWN THEY WERE COMING I WOULD HAVE SUGGESTED ORDERING WITH OUT THEM... NOT IN FRUSTRATION, BUT IN RESPECT FOR THE GUESTS THAT MANAGED TO ARRIVE ON TIME... WHICH WOULD HAVE BEEN COOL...OTHERS I WOULD HAVE WAITED UNITL HELL FROZE OVER.. FOUR HOURS TOTAL AT A DINNER TABLE IS A LONG TIME... AFTER BEING SQUISHED INTO THE CORNER IT WAS TOUGH TO TALK WITH EVERY ONE AT THE TABLE... AND THROUGH OUT THE NIGHT I THINK SOME PEOPLE GOT OVER IT FINALLY BUT ITS STILL SOMETHING TO MENTION... IF YOUR GOING TO BE LATE, OR LETS SAY STOP AT A BAR AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS WHILE YOU WAIT ON SOMEONE WHO IS RUNNING LATE, PERHAPS ITS A GOOD IDEA TO LET THE REST OF THE PARTY IN ON THE REVISED PLANS... IM NOT POINTING ANY FINGERS AT ANY BODY... ITS NO ONES FAULT... AND TO THOSE WHO FELT BAD... NO WORRIES, I LOVE YOU..AND IM NOT EVEN BOTHERED BY IT REALLY... WELL YEAH I AM BUT ITS NO BIG DEAL... NOBODY PERFECT.. FUCK IT.. REVENGE IS SERVED SWEETEST COLD, BUT NOT DINNER...
ANOTHER PONDERING OF MINE.. IS READING OTHER BLOGS A WASTE OF TIME? SHOULD I BE READING POE, OR MILLER INSTEAD? ON SUNDAY I SPENT A COUPLE HOURS READING SOME GREAT BLOGS IVE FOUND... DO THEY ENLIGHTEN MY LIFE? AM I A BETTER PERSON, HAVING READ THEM? IS IT A WORTH WHILE EVENT... ID SAY YES.. I LOVE TO READ AND FOR THE MOST PART I FEEL THAT THE ONES IVE CHOSEN TO READ ARE TRUTHFUL AND INSIGHTFUL... TO ME ITS A GLIMPSE INTO THE WRITERS OF THE WORLD... FUCKING SMART PEOPLE OUT THERE... IN COLLEGE, AT WORK, RAISING KIDS, GOING THROUGH HELL LIKE ME!!! JUST POSTING IT ONLINE INSTEAD OF PUBLISHING A BOOK... WHICH YOU WOULD HAVE TO BUY EVERYDAY TO KEEP UP... AND I READ TWO NEWSPAPERS EVERYDAY(ALMOST)... THE HERALD HERE IS ASS, BUT ITS FREE TO READ HERE AT WORK DURING LUNCH...ANYWAY JUST THINKING ABOUT THAT TOO...
WELL BACK TO WORK... TURN THE WRENCH, WELD THE CRACK, TRY NOT TO HURT MY SELF SO I CAN GET OUT HIT THE BARS AND FORGET ABOUT WHATEVER IT IS THAT IM SUPPOSED TO REMEMBER TOMORROW... ALWAYS ANOTHER DAY TO DO IT AGAIN..???WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN??? GET A GRIP MAN...
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