What a whirlwind of magic and wonderment... These days of Christmas have been the best I've had since I was able to be excited for a holiday since I was a kid. I'm sitting here in front of a Christmas tree with gifts for children strewn about everywhere! How fucking awesome was that?!?! Watching kids get giddy with excitement and barely even contain themselves... Yet they thanked their mom for nearly every gift opened. Damn... How much of a treat to be a part of that... I'm just beside my self, sorry..
Sorry to all, I have not been writing back and have not been posting much. I haven't been next to a computer in a while and the modem on the dial up on my computer at home has taken a huge shit... Locks up my whole system... I was using the internet last week and my generator started to pulse and I think it jacked my p.c. such as life...
Things are changing fast, I like it! I have someone new in my life and seem to have less time to sit around and sulk and bitch about my life... I like the direction I'm going in... I'm making an appointment this week to get some quitting smoking aids... Need to quit, want to quit, have to quit...
Okay, lame post... Ill be back... I'm watching a movie and not really paying attention...
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yes yes yes.... quit smoking! With the littles around its just no good. Merriest of almost new years to you. I'm so glad life is good. Soak it up. Savor it. Bask in it.
Your holidays sound dreamy, it's great that you've been enjoying them so much, and the kids as well, and yes, getting off the nicotine can only be a good thing... even though I don't "know" you, I've been reading your blog long enough to see that you're turning a major corner - it's really nice to read about it all...
thank you!!! your comments are always so apprieciated(sp?)
hiedi:i have been soaking it up like im an empty sponge... dry from years of neglect!!
B.egg: ive always hated the holidays, as you know and this year was a completely different experiance!!! so cool, so fun, and full pf people that wanted to be around me!
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