Thursday, August 10, 2006

DEATH???

ITS ALL AROUND US NOW...THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY MOMS SUICIDE IS COMING UP... MY FRIENDS UNCLE JUST DIED.. TWO OF MY OTHER FRIENDS GRANDFATHERS DIED THIS WEEK... THE TWO BOYS WHO DIED LAST WEEK!!! I COULD GO ON FOR A FEW MORE...

SECRETLY I THINK THAT PEOPLE AROUND ME HAVE BAD SHIT HAPPEN TO THEM BECAUSE OF THEIR INVOLVEMENT IN MY LIFE... THAT MY EVIL IS LEECHING ON TO THEM...I TRY TO STAY POSITIVE, I TRY TO KEEP THE DEMONS AWAY, I TRY TO BE THERE FOR EVERY ONE... I TRY... I THINK ABOUT DEATH, MY FAMILY THINKS ABOUT DEATH AND DIEING... WHAT THE FUCK... WEIRD SHIT IS HAPPENING THIS LAST TWO MONTHS... I WISH I COULD PUT A FINGER ON IT.. BUT SOMETIMES I THINK THAT I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT... I HOPE THAT IS NOT TRUE... I DO LOVE MY FRIENDS VERY MUCH AND NEVER WANT ANYTHING BAD TO HAPPEN TO THEM...

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