Friday, August 04, 2006

ITS DIFFERENT


SINCE IVE MOVED THINGS ARE SLOWLY CHANGING... I DONT GET TO DO ALL THE THINGS I USED TO...GO OUT AS MUCH OR AS LATE BLAH BLAH BLAH....BUT I GET TO GO HOME TO A NICE PLACE AND EAT GOOD FOOD...ETC. WELL THATS ALL GOOD BUT ITS HARD WHEN FRIENDS ARE WANTING ME TO STAY OUT LATER... OR WHEN THEY ARE TEASING ME... WHAT EVER, I NEED TO GET OVER IT...

RACH SLIPPED BACK INTO HER OLD MODE... THAT WAS KIND OF A BUMMER.. NO MATTER WHAT I DO ITS NOT GOING TO BE GOOD ENOUGH... I DONT GET IT... I TOOK A SMALL BREAK AND THINGS SEEMED TO BE DOING A LOT BETTER... WE WERE GETTING ALONG, VALUING EACH OTHERS SPACE, AND HAVING SOME GREAT BED TIME MOMENTS... WHAT THE FUCK... IM A BUSY PERSON AND DONT LIKE IT WHEN SOMEONE (ANYONE) TRIES TO DICTATE MY LIFE... SORRY... IM A GOOD GOD DAMNED BOYFRIEND... JUST ASK ANY OF MY EX G-FRIENDS... FUCK!

ANY WAY I SHOULD CALL THIS WHAT DOES THE BITCHING MEAN? NO PROFUNDITY IN THIS POSTING IN A WHILE... I NEED TO GET THE INTERNET AT MY HOUSE SO I CAN UNLEASH SOME GOOD SHIT ON HERE... IM STILL SHOOK UP ABOUT MY CO-WORKER...WHAT CAN I DO... WELL EVERY DAY I GIVE THINGS ANOTHER CHANCE AND EVERYDAY I WAKE UP AND GET OUT OF BED...ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER... WELL CAMPING TONIGHT AND DRINKING...SHOULD BE GOOD... BIRTHDAY PARTIES ARE ALWAYS FUN... MAYBE ILL GET LUCKY???

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