I DONT ALWAYS WALK AROUND FEELING THAT WAY ITS JUST TO LET THAT SHIT OUT... SOMETIMES IT GETS PRETTY ANGRY UP THERE.. HOW DO I EXPLAIN ALL THAT WITH OUT SOUNDING LIKE THIS CRAZY DEPRESSED PERSON... WELL I REALLY DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK... I ALSO DONT WANT PEOPLE TO WORRY ABOUT IT... IF I WOULDNT HAVE DEMONS I WOULDNT BE ME... THREE CHEERS FOR FEELING LIKE CRAP!!!