Tuesday, February 06, 2007

a few things..


Some shit on my mind. I have recently decided to change my "lame space" account into a fun thing for me... It's lame I know, my space, who gives a shit right? But, I've found a way to even piss people off on there as well! I am going, and have started already, to impersonate other people... Find pictures of them, post them, change all my info around so its funny to me and start leaving comments on "friends" sites in my new guise... hahaha... Okay not that funny but really, how long can you send gross pictures to your buddies? How much networking do you really do? I'ts a giant time suck... And I get to piss off a bunch of people even more! I'm starting to enjoy it...

Next, yes, I have this fucking headache going on and staring at this bright screen is not helping at all... So I wont be here long. but i'ts making me nervous, normally when I get this ill from it, I take the meds, go home, shove my head under a pillow and next morning, presto, I'm fixed. Not the case this morning... Feel almost as bad... fucking stress..

Okay, what stress? I live in the most beautiful place, have a great job, love the most amazing woman and have most of what I need in life.... Whats the fucking deal? I dunno. I tend to dwell on things, have a hard time letting things go. I'm trying to get my mind around some shit right now and I'm almost through it. So wish me luck and if things all go well I feel better by tonight and my brain will be free from lame shit.

Another fucking hallmark holiday is on the horizon. Spend some money on some useless shit America! Buy some chocolates and crappy champagne and get your girlfriend fat and drunk! Then bitch about how big her ass is next week! What ever... I don't really subscribe to this one, but I would like to do something nice for my new lady... I'm not into candy and lame teddy bears. She loves flowers but I give those all the time. And on v-day a dozen roses is like a hundred bucks. The day after they are like twelve fifty... Does that make any sense? Any ideas would be appreciated. I'd like to go for a drive and eat somewhere nice, bring her girls and watch the sunset from somewhere we'd have to sneak into... But we do that everyday too... I buy gifts all the time and do nice shit for her and her girls regularly... I am not like the rest of this lame country where I get an excuse to be a dick all year long, cause i blow some change on her a few days a year? No, I do nice shit all the time... So what do i do for these lame holidays?

Lastly, I really need to start looking for a new truck. Used Toyota just like mine but with four doors. I have an 02 Tacoma, standard cab 4x4 with about every racing product you can buy for suspension, engine and exhaust... But I need to be able to tote around four of us now and two dogs, tow my boat and drive up my narrow roads... Don't want to sell it, I just paid it off, but I want to be responsible and get something a little more practical. besides, cruising her Subaru is great but, c'mon we need a truck!

Hope all is well in reader world and I'll be back soon...

3 comments:

Black Egg said...
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INNER VOICES said...

I posted your comment cause i ended up showing it to my girlfriend... so sweet thank you for the great advice!!!

its not often people will come up with original ideas and freely give them to people!!

funny, the evening i posted, we were at home and lit some candles, took a bath, i shaved her legs and and we relaxed... most mornings i get out of bed and make us coffee and help to get her two girls up.

she loves flowers and i think she knows im going to bring them to her work anyway. we both work that day and then we are going to pick up her two children and all go out to eat. watch the sunset somewhere on the coast and go hame and do a puzzle or play a board game or something...

we text poetry back and forth most days, silly stuff, but its fun. i am a comunication addict, so i talk to her often throughout the day and when we go out we gross out most people, you know that couple who slip each other a quick smooch at the bar, the movies, dring in the car, etc... thats us...

we both arent into holidays that much, mostly cause she works them all and i just dont like americas urge to spend money cause hallmark says its a good time....

sorry such a long comment back but i was touched by your honest help... to me its just another day.... (but i like the idea of other people seeing that she gets some love on that day!!!) special to me is one thing, special to her in front of friends and coworkers is another!!! kudos!

black egg said...

Well, I think it all sounds lovely, it makes me happy to hear about stuff like that, I can tell you are a genuine and good person and I think it's great that you show how much you care about your girl so freely - I'm sure her friends and co-workers are already jealous, but flowers at work on V-day will really zing 'em! Thanks for responding even though I told you not to post my comment!

You know what it is... hearing about your happiness gives me some hope that I will find it, too. I believe that every experience and relationship teaches us something... but I'm ready for a no bullshit experience. I know it's coming...

Thanks again.