Sunday, June 22, 2008

ANOTHER FAST ONE

so big sur is on fire again... the girls are quite stressed out that it may affect/burn their dads house.... its huge and i guess there has also been a massive rock slide as a result of the fire. i spent several hours yestarday listening to the scanner and trying to take photos of the massive thunder and lightning storm that hung directly over us. massive. hope my photos work out, i'll post them if they do! today is the memorial service for my friends husband... over a month has past and it seems like yesterday that all went down in the garage...
im slowly loseing speed and momentum at work and in life.... im always tired, a fucking grouch, too lazy for much sex and sick off and on constantly... i never took that vacation and i need it...
anyways, hope yer weekends have been great and i'll be back to commentsie backsies and all that jazz soon!!!!

12 comments:

MJ said...

I was thinking of you when I saw the fires on the news this morning.

Take some time away from BlogLand if you need it.

But not too long or we'll come after your arse.

Just Bob said...

I saw that big storm south of me on my way up to San Fran. I was thinking it was either going to help put out the fires, or the lightning would start more of them. Looks like it could be a long summer. Good luck!

~Just Bob~

Leah said...

Hey you--I feel you on the always tired, off and on sick, etc. etc. Urgh. You do need a vacation. Maybe you could get away on a short one? A weekend of mellowness, but away from the house and responsibilities, with Cheese? with or without little cheeses?

Hmmm...that sounds good to me too right about now...

sorry to hear little cheeses are so stressed out.

Cecile said...

I don't want to sound preachy or anything, but slowing down on the drinking might actually help with the feeling tired all the time, sick of and on, and the lack of sexual enthusiam. But then again, what the hell do I know, it's not like I'm a Doctor or anything. I'm just a Medical Microbiologist instead. I hope you get to go on vactaion soon. And I hope the Big Sur fires are put out and that your fire gets ignited.

CSI Seattle said...

I would guess that the heat, the stress of a fire and a non-stop schedule might make one feel fatigued.

Review your own blog and you may see how much you have been dealing with as of late. It's time to put your feet up and relax.

FirstNations said...

csi seatle has the right idea. go back and review. now between that and the heat and a fricken FIRE on top of it all, hell yes you're feeling run down.

amphetamines. its time.


FOR FUCKSAKES TAKE A DAMN VACATION ALREADY!!!!

FirstNations said...

...she yelled in the nicest possible way (DRUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGS)

Suzanne said...

Hey you. We're dealing with fires up here as well and all day the air has been heavy with smoke. It smells horrible. We aren't as bad off as you, but just know I'm thinking about you, your family and animals. I hope this ends for us all soon.

I'm also very worried about you and want you to know I love you. I know I can be an absolute pain in the ass and more stress than you deserve (I'm sorry about that and I'm going to change), but I love you and I worry, and I know you know that. Hang in there, okay. It's stress honey and I don't think a vacation is going to bring the dramatic change you're hoping for. You have to change your life (Cece has a valid point). Me too. Dr. P's rule. And she's a very, very smart cookie. She cut through all the bullshit in like, a second! To save you money on medical bills, I'll just share what she tells me! Okay, the first phase is walk every day, try to meditate or do relaxation exercises two times/day, take an anxiety class at Kaiser, and stop doing everything, including blogging and just sit and look at the beauty you've created in your yard, rather than weed and work. Obviously I haven't abided by all her rules, but she's the best, and I'm trying. But if I'd stopped blogging I wouldn't be here to share this with you.

I'm sorry about your friend. You know that. I hope you all let something go with his memorial and finally exhaled.

With much love,
Me

Random Chick said...

We can smell all the smoke around here...I think it's coming from the Moraga Hill fire. Actually, I think all of California is on fire. We're in hell.

Take care! Don't worry about us in blog land we'll be waiting for you when you get back!

Suzanne said...

Just checking in. I agree with RC. We're in hell. This is insane. I hope you, the family and animals are okay. We're all thinking about you. We've been trying to contact our friends down on the coast of Big Sur, to no avail. This is simply crazy. There are so many fires I didn't even know RC was suffering from the one in Moraga Hill because I didn't even know there was one in Morago Hill! I'm not watching news. Too depressing. Honey, hang in there. I know you're right in the thick of things. We're just suffering from too much smoke, but you're in it and you know we're thinking of you. Stay safe. Please stay safe and please, please, please get out if they tell you to. And take all the animals.

Love you.
XO

FirstNations said...

dammit, is that state still on fire? someone needs to do something about that shit. jesus christ.

if you arent going to take those amphetamines can i have them?

Cecile said...

Hey you,
I just wanted to stop by and check up on you. Just know we are here and so very glad that we are not there! Sorry, bad joke. Anyway, take care of yourself and the Cheeses. We will still be here when you get back.