here is whats pissing me off today.

i walk up to the office today.

"you are not going to like this." says our front office manager.

"what?" i reply.

"they want to give the jimmy to I'm a bad mother and still cant get my shit together." she looks at me waiting for me to explode.

"no, no fucking way." i say firmly.

"well talk to boss 1 and 2. they said she could have it." she returned.

okay some history about that shit. the jimmy is this ancient truck we have that i have given to a buddy of mine who needs the engine. he hasn't picked it up yet and its still here in the yard. its a major death trap, it is coming unglued! the front end is barely hanging on, it shakes so bad on the road at twenty five it almost yanks you off it.

I'm a bad mother and still can't get my shit together, is a local woman here who is a complete fuck up. kindest heart, nice lady, but makes nothing but the wrong choices. bad, bad, bad decisions. she lives a mile up a dirt road. "can't get her kids down the hill." (i don't think they go to school or anything.) but she "needs" a car to get up and down the hill. plus they can walk! they are in their young teens. i would tell those little groms to get up early and walk their fucking asses down the hill.

"ummm, why would we give her this truck? it doesn't even drive." i ask.

"i dunno, we told her she could have it."his response, with out even looking up.

"no, I'll pop the fucking tires on it right now. it's not moving." I'm pissed. "why the hell do we want to put this women and her kids in the death box on a gnarly dirt road. i don't want fucking kids in this truck."

"she says she wont drive it on the highway." he looks at me with this blank stare.

"WTF are you talking about? she is going to go to town in it as soon as she pulls it out of the drive way!!" i storm out.

of all the stupid shit we could do to some one is help a fucking addict out with a way to get her shit. ( i don't know what she is into, but her boyfriend is one of our towns biggest losers! drugs, alcohol, etc. etc.)

aaarrrggghhh! I'm so pissed off. I'm gonna go and pop the fucking tires right now.