I'M BACK, WELL SORT OF

"i know this must make you a little uncomfortable"

so I've been poked, prodded, yanked, scanned, x-rayed, groped, charged, squished, pinched, checked, re-checked, measured, weighed, scoped, tested, talked to, talked at, counseled, censored, questioned, etc... the only thing i haven't had done to me is billed...

as i have said, doctors have no clue what they are doing sometimes. they don't know whats wrong with me and wanted me to do all kinds of shit. nope i said and that was that. so now I'm back at work and everything is back to normal. except I'm not on my vacation and i will probably owe several thousand dollars to the "doctors".

but other than that... yeah, I'm back to fucking normal.

i spent all my time at home "resting" for the last five days. i hauled sixty pound bags of dirt up the hillside to one of our new raised planting areas. twenty of em. (the whole time I've got the doctors voices in my head... "i think you have a severe hernia.") i dug out trails and moved boulders to make a natural stair case up in to the new garden area. boulders that weighed well over a hundred pounds. then brought large rocks down out of the hillside side into the yard for cheese. she had made a pumpkin patch zone and we are trying to keep the fucking dogs out of it by lining the edges with large rocks. doesn't seem to deter the dogs..

Easter for us was on Saturday, the neighbor had an all day party. thirty little kids running around jacked up on sugar and bubbles. we partied all day an well into the night. had some friends of ours show up and got them all fed and full.(i love partying at other peoples houses. no morning mess to clean up!)

Sunday we just farted around in the garden, cheese felt a little melancholy after dropping the girls off with their dad. that part of it all sucks. the sharing of the kids/holidays/time.... and not really sharing of the responsibility. you know what I'm talking about. most of us are from divorced families.... go to one parents house and its sodas and friends and no bed time, "whats brushing my teeth?", "you don't have to go to school today...". all that kind of shit and then you go to the other parents house... no t.v., do your home work, take a shower, brush your teeth!, "yes, you have to go to school today!", did you do all your chores?....

its a fucking bitch sometimes, when cheese has to reprogram the girls to get them back into the life style... anyways...

cheese has the week off and hope she enjoys it!

people are breaking shit out there and i need to get some work done this morning... I'll be back to commentsie backsies later today! thank you all for checking back in again and again this last week!!! you guys all fucking "rock the cazba!"