i just found this little gem in my edit box. i guess at some point late Saturday night i tried to do a bit of drunken blogging... wow this reads more like my posts in the beginning of the voices... i wonder which voice i was channeling here?
i have not spell checked it, i left it as it was for sake of its originality... please enjoy with its original title..
title:yeah, you dont know me
the first thing i did when i felt better was to get drunk, to trade the comatoast feeling of overmedication in for another version of... and you thinkeverything i do, i do because i do it to me? somtimes im not in charge and the parts in me just do it because im dong it to save me.... do it to make sure i can do it an i'll be able to continue to be able to do it... what? you dont know me, you dont want to know me... there is parts of me that dont care about you or me or anything... ooohhh yer fucking scaring me... imagine how i feel??? mmmeeeeehhhhh...